The ugly side to grief. A never ending roller coaster of being ok one minute, and completely destroyed the next. The constant checking your phone, hoping to see a call or text. Waiting at home on your day off, hoping for that random visit. Missed birthdays and holidays with teary eyes and a broken heart. You never get over the loss of your mother, the pain is still there. Grief lingers. The tears still fall. You just learn to go on as best you can. Hug your moms tight. We aren't promised tomorro